Interesting.

So, well well, I am sick again. I can't say I'm surprised. Last night was good though. Jay decided to take me out to eat because he knows I haven't eaten in days. So we go to Tops Diner in Harrison. Wow. Amazing diner. I got a whole lot of food and ate only the salad. Then back to Jay's house to watch TV and eat some amazing cheese cake. I like hanging with him. I have my walls up so I'm trying not to get attached. People seem to not like it when I like them. So, for now we're just hanging out. He's really funny and I don't think I've ever laughed so hard with a guy. He's also really layed back and smart in a common sense type of way and very reasonable. Who knows. I don't want to get myself excited only to be let down again. Keeping to myself has been working for me lately. Sort of.