I love my guy friends.

me:
i hate trevor.
i hate how i meant nothing to him.
and how he could care less we no longer talk.

piperknocker:
again wha thappened now?

me:
nothing. just. he doesnt care we dont talk.
hes living his life
i was nothing.
i was a brief intermission
makes me sick
im everyones brief intermission

piperknocker:
then try to stop being that.

me:
how?

piperknocker:
i don't know. but ifgure out
we werent an intermission
we turned to something else

me:
we are a rare breed.
it took the both of us to get to where we are.
i wish trevor took the dane route.
itd be cool to be friends with him
and i was going to do that with him
but he said he needed time to be able to be friends with me
and i couldnt do that
i got over you by being more around you.
and being friends with you

piperknocker:
i'm not a douche bag at heart. even if i get moments where i do something cause i want something from it
and i realized even if you way different from me you have a good heart and you mean well
i also get self righteous and occasionally felt like me doing this was right cause you didn't deserve to betreated like crap

me:
i guess trevor didnt feel the same way

piperknocker:
well he may be a nice guy but he's apparently a douche bag